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My poetry is a story of the last year of my life. I have experienced pleasure and pain beyond what I could imagine just two years ago. It is a story of losing love, searching for new love, and realizing that the search has to start from within.
April
was a silent month as a heart and brain took a break form the torment
of life Girlfriend?? This
is a poem about feeling incomplete and looking in the wrong places for
completion One Day This
is a poem of what a secret crush feels like. One Last Night This
is a poem about not knowing when to let go. Road of Loneliness This
is a poem about the worst part of life.
That Girl Last Friday Just a Friend Guys and Girls Loss?? The Voice on the Phone Living The World
My brain
and heart decided that there were opportunities that could no longer
be ignored. Alive Again
Reflection Tomorrow I could
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Girlfriend??
Do I really "need" a girlfriend anymore? Finding one has consumed me from the surface to the core. I remember when seeing a woman would send a chill to my bone, I
remember when I feared nothing else, nothing more than being alone.
I told one of my friends I was tired of this path, She hears me wanting to be single, I hear her laugh. But on the inside, all I want to do is cry, I
look on the past few years and wonder why. Oh I remember being so lonely, I never felt complete, I tried to fill that void with every beautiful woman I'd meet. But no woman could fill that void, even when they tried All
that my heart ever got from it all was a bumpy ride Now, I feel like the ride is over, And I don't want to wait in line again It started
on a Thursday, and on a Thursday it did end.
One
Day I miss you everyday the sun lights the sky Each time I hear your voice, I remind myself why It makes me know we were meant to be together I don't
know when it started, but it may last forever Every time I see you, the two of us are quite the sight I wish you were mine with all my heart, but the time's not right If you could hear my heart, you'd hear my screams Because
the thought of that day, of us, fills my dreams Can't talk of how hard it is, keeping my mouth quiet There is so much I feel, can't find words to describe it But if I speak too much. too soon, we may never be So I don't,
so I wait, it's all so hard for me Sometimes, thinking of it all hurts, sometimes it feels ok Because
thinking of you makes me feel, makes me believe "One Day..."
One
Last Night The door opens, my heart goes again pumping Waiting to see you again makes me start jumping But here you are, here we are, ready to start And I'll
wish I never have to go, that we'd never part I can feel you close to me, feel your every beat It feels so good, I waited so long for our souls to meet Our lips touch and starts a fire I want so
much to fill your desire I don't know what tomorrow holds for us Can't think anymore, enjoying now is a must So we go on without a doubt Thinking
one day we'll work things out In my dreams that day, I imagined you as my wife In six months
time, you'd be out of my life
Road
of Loneliness Loneliness will make you act like a fool Loneliness will make you try hard to be cool Loneliness will make you alienate those who care Just cause
the one you love is no longer there But loneliness is a road that will never end You may try to change it, it won't bend You make try to ignore it, it comes back Some will
cry alone, some will try to mack Loneliness is something that can be beat I won't say it's easy, it's quite the challenge to meet You have to defeat it, there's so much more to do You have
to move on, that girl's no longer your boo You won't fight it alone, we'll be there for you No matter where the road leads, no matter what you do
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